Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Oh wat a feeling.... lovin em...

I did something today that made me feel so good, hmmm writing about it now, not so sure if it was d rite thing to do, but it did feel good as at the time and I’m glad I did…I’ve done quite a number of things and taken a lot of steps in d past, some of which I have regretted… Wanted friends that turned my friendship down, did things I felt was good for me and didn’t mind d consequences. I’ve been flogged so many times growing up from determining to climb a mango tree to camping in the bush wit the boys or making my own decisions which wasn’t so stupid as I recollect…..Like my mom would always say ( she still flogged me for doing it in d dayz) neva stop trying at something your heart wants, the worst dat would happen is to come out with a broken heart, a big mistake or get injured, but the best that would happen is knowing you followed your heart, allowing yourself the freedom to let your heart want something and working towards achieving it…Do u know how frustrating it could be when u buzz someone that is online and the person doesn’t reply or replies in a very curt manner…. d 1st time, he/she’s probably far from d system…..d 2nd time he/she is probably busy….d 3rd time, he/she might just be having a quiet “do not disturb” time with the white seat in the toilet… but what would u call it when it kips going on and when dis person decides to fulfill all righteousness day say, “ why haven’t u contacted me, It’s been ages”……oh really? Whatever happens to all my offline and text messages…lol (u’ve just shoved my friendship into my face, dats what happened)… Meeting the FRIENDS I have today is one thing I’m forever grateful for, not d endless list of Facebook friends you see when you go on my profile but dose ones that offer a pat on d back, that take time out of their busy schedule to reply my offline or calls, the friends that call u in d middle of d night, when you’re probably in rem 4(psychology 105, Dr. Cramer, lol) of your sleep n just wanted to say thank u for been a friend an sharing a lil joke with you. A friend dat prays for u and loves and accepts u for YOU. A friend dat looks deep into ur eyes and sees d beauty from within YOU and not the bump or scar or acne others see…it just feels so amazingly great to know you have this people in your life. It feels sooooooooooooooo great and awesome to have chosen to walk for LAFF and give it all it takes with the rest of the amazing team. It feels so great to have written a book since Dec 2007-Jan 2008 during exams in Leddy library when I was tired of studying to the 2 week vacation b4 d winter semester…something I am very proud to have down, it’s my 2nd baby, even though 90% of families and friends don’t know about it and d 10% haven’t had d time to read it, lol… It’s the season of feeling good about YOU, something you have done, the mistake u’ve made dat has made u a better YOU, d step u’ve taken against all odds to be where YOU are, it’s about you and no one else…. So, back to the call that I made, Fido is sure gonna break my bank account…. that I’m sure of but was it worth it? I leave you to judge but I do have dis sweet small smile on my face…lol Have a good one everybody and remember to choose to WALK today…..XoXo

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

awwwwwwww..........this is really nice ......"Friends".....

ZeL said...

OMG. This spoke to my heart...I so needed this...Thanks

dj master said...

whalaiiiii u ve kolo finish...cldn't stp laugin, y wont ur mama flog u, wen u were climbin tree,lol...oya lemme b d one percent dat will read ur book na, so dat wen u make d million buck, we'll split it in half...beautiful post ma boo...wen we go marry, accept my proposal now(just kiddin)

Big Heart said...

@Anoy:thanks boo
@ Zel: Awww, i'm glad u like it...
Dj master u wont kill me wit laughter..tnx for be a constant vistor on bigheart. go bring a billion dollars n will shall talk abt d marriage thing